Final Post Before the Bali Trip

I am NOT going to demise the blog. I just decided to stop blogging until the end of my bali trip starting 28 Oct 2005. After the bali trip, I will be back again.

Around 2 years ago, I encountered problems when it was the time that I just started my poly life.I have some f**king characters and problems that gave my then new classmates those very bad impressions, plus some Misunderstandings which I don't wish to recall again.It was then I started practising Nichiren Daishonin Buddhism and started going for activities at Singapore Soka Association(SSA).It was then I started to grow some wisdom to know what have I done wrong.And things started to change for the better.

Now... at the very same time as 2 years ago, I encountered much bigger problems in life. My father wants to change job as his company going from bad to worse and at his age,it is very hard to change jobs,and my mum's health condition's worsening.Things going bad in the family but that does not mean that I just sit down there and take those problems as nothing.

Somehow I feel that it is not the right time to go for a community trip to Bali but it is too late. But I am glad that before I go, I get a temporary job to earn some money to help prepare for the future if the financial situation goes bad. and I hope that I can really score in this semester, score the BEST RESULTS that I has never scored for a very very long time, to show great actual proof to my parents which can encourage them to take up the faith, and enable them to chant and challenge all the problems.

I MUST WIN !!!