Fighting against the Devil of Laziness

Well...I admit I been lazy. What have I done ? Playing Football Manager all along...it is such an addictive game when I manage Leeds in the game, taking them from League Championship to Premiership top 10, from top half to the return to Europe... but I should not be doing all these ??? I am not a real football manager ! If I ever really do that in real life, I could have earn lots of money and not worried about whether my father can change to a more stable job or not cos I am supporting the family instead ! but I'm not a manager in England, I am just a struggling student in NP instead.

I should have put in effort in doing both IS projects and preparing for upcoming ECAD and CSP assignments. But what have I done for these few weeks after the commontests ? WHY am I forgetting my goals ? I know these times are struggling especially with my family matters, I know these times I have not much good mood to look forward for chinese new year and my birthday cos of all these matters, but I can't make myself DOWN cos of all these !

If my mum can say she can't make herself change for the better, like how leopards can't change their spots, then I should SHOW her that as Human Beings, We are not Leopards, we can change things for the BETTER instead of sticking to old ways. And I should Change ...

Let me have the Ichinen to Do that.